petite-ella

I haven't been able to create how I've hoped for. I did start a piece of art, but it was pushed on the back burner as daily life took over. I really need to start getting up earlier. :/ Pregnancy has been going alright, we hope to seen the Squirt this coming month, I'll be in my second trimester then, huzzah! Finally my energy is returning. That will help so much, oh my gosh.  I have struggled off and on with depression, which is to be expected, but I'm doing better then I have been. I hope to get around to putting some pencil sketches up and to really work on a story idea I have in my head. Little ideas here and there ;) Hope everyone is e

As of late I've forgotten this account existed honestly. I am working on the flow of creating, really just tapping into what little artistic juices I have left after parenting a toddler all day and being a spouse. I think this is really good for me though. Getting back into things I really used to enjoy instead of sitting on my arse doing nothing. I'm curious to see how this goes. Last time I was here, I went crazy with my eating disorder. Now that I'm pregnant again (oh ho!) I'm goal oriented in terms of my health and the baby-bat's health. I'm looking forward to just using this space again, when I'm able to get on. I finally have a scanne

I'm really trying hard to get back into the things I used to love. Which consisted mostly of Jrock, manga and some anime. I loved the music, the culture and the flavor of Japan, that went deeper then just the known roots of anime/manga. Since giving having my daughter and getting married and all that (it will be 3 years now, oh my gosh!) and yeah, even becoming a Christian, I feel like i've let go of what made me, me. Sure I've been born again, but I miss listening to Jrock, practicing my Japanese, and reading CURE. I miss going to conventions. Reading manga. I really miss drawing , though. That has to be the biggest thing my heart ac